God is My Everything

Hello good people,
Here is something new, when I am bored I should talk to God because He is my friend right? I just realized how much that could keep me away from temptation. Because one of the many things that causes us to be vulnerable to temptation is being bored; so stop what you are doing right now just because you're bored and start talking to God! Or read the Bible, or even listen to Christian music! And I am sure that you will learn something useful in those precious moments that you spent with God. Ok so here is the conversation between God and me:

me: Hello my Lord, I hope you don't mind that i am talking to you because I am bored :/

God: No, I don't mind at all, I'm happy you came to talk!

me: I love you lord.

God: I love you too my child.

me: You know me, You made me, and You know how messy my mind gets. I'm trying to organize my thoughts, but it's hard. Well you know how many questions I have in my mind about so many things.

God: Just Listen.

me: I will start right now. I'm listening...
Why am I bored?

God: Because you are not doing anything. Resting does not mean do nothing, or goof off; you could read the Bible and rest at the same time! You could pray, you could do your favorite thing and talk to me!

me: But you should be my favorite thing... I'm sorry Lord.

God: That's right, that is why you should always talk to me, not only when you're bored. You could talk to me even when you're doing something. Doesn't the scripture in Paul say: "You should always be in a state of prayer"?

me: Help me Lord to always remember that.

God: I will my dear.

me: Well I just learned to let God do the talking, I listen, and ask when I have a question, and give God the time to answer my question. Thank you Lord for helping me!
Give my heart peace O Lord. It feels as if it's in a battle and it's not helping me with the listening.

God: Just relax and think of the good things, heaven, the beautiful things I created, your daughter and how she loves you...

me: When I think of heaven Lord, I think of the dream that you gave to me, in your temple. Is that how heaven is Lord?

God: You are not ought to know yet.

me: That place had some sorrow Lord and some people wanted to leave you. I ask why then I think I know the answer; because they were bored of being with you, they wanted to leave, and then I ask why again.

God: Because they enjoy the life of sin and they think that the life of righteousness is boring.

me: What is the main difference between the life of sin and the life of righteousness?

God: The life of sin is evil, selfish, Immoral, does all things that pleases IT.
The life of righteousness is calm, praises God all time, selfless, and does all things that pleases God not itself, rejoices in all things that pleases God.

me: And why do they get bored of the life of righteousness, it sounds pleasant and peaceful? this has always been a dilemma for me.

God: Not all people enjoy peaceful lives. Some like troubles and adventures, and with those comes sin.

me: this does not make any sense to me! why would somebody want trouble in their life? Or even more, why would they not want peace in their life? Besides, following you Lord Jesus is a life that has its own hardships and adventures; if they want hardships and adventures, why won't they choose those that lead them into an eternal life?

God: You will fully understand when you pass through your own hardships.
When those people pass through the hardships that come for the sake of following me, they do not think of depending on me, but they depend on their own understanding thus they think if God is not here for me for the hardships that He sets for me and He give me hardships, why should I follow Him; I will go and make my own hardships; at least I know I created them, and I can and will live through them.
Moreover, people enjoy immoral things, like sex and drugs, and deceiving others to get what they want this that is called shrewdness; and the life of righteousness is far off from all these things.
It is mentioned in the book of revelations that in the end days or tribulation people will not be able to buy food unless they have the mark of the beast, and those who do not have the mark will go hungry unless they depend on me.
Those people who choose not to follow me will not depend on me; instead, they will depend on their own understandings and because of that, they would think that if they did not take the mark they will starve to death. This goes the same for all things that they pass through in their life; because they do not choose me, nor depend on me their life will be miserable and it will end up for them by being in hades.
Now when it comes to not wanting peace, because they do not listen to me nor depend on me they do not get to know the life of peace that I would give to them if they do, so how would they want peace if they don't know what peace is?

me: Does that mean that I will pass through hardships too Lord?

God: Yes, you will, but do not worry because I will always be there for you and with you.

Finally, brethren, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is of good repute, if there is any excellence and if anything worthy of praise, let your mind dwell on these things. (Philippians 4:8)

Set your mind on the things above, not on the things that are on earth (Colossians 3: 2)

It rains on the just and the unjust alike, so be ready for upcoming hardships, prepare your mind and soul with the word of God.

me: Amen.